Alone.

I recently moved to south carolina and honestly ive never felt so alone. I mean i have my boyfriend but thats the only person i have. i miss my best friends so much…like they were my everything to me. i have no one to go get icecream with when im upset about something matthew did. it jus really sucks. and i knew once i moved that this would be really hard and im not moving back its just idk..hopefully i can pass this drug test today so i can get this job..idk if i will i mean its been 11 days since the last time i smoked but i was such an addict. i smoked every single day. im just really nervous..ugh. ok im done venting my problems to people who dont even give two shits. lol