if i could start from the beginning
i would go back to seeing your face light up
when i got into your beat up jeep.
i would hold those butterflies inside for forever.
i would cherish the nervous look before we kiss
i would expand the love we showed.
i would beg you to never let go of my hand
i would make you promise we’d be together
but even if i went back to the beginning,
it still wouldnt change how we are now.
worn, scared, falling apart
slowly but surely.
the tears that fall every night is proof
that we will never be how we were
in the beginning